Do I deserve?

Much time has passed without us get through it together.
Honestly, sometimes I feel envious of my friends.

Every step she choose, there is always someone to accompany.

So many incidents when I think I need you here.

Just to accompany. No need to be stepping along.

Just accompany.

I'm getting tired with what the God give to me now.

It seems, I'm so not thankful right?

But, what I'm selfish if I just asked you to know that I need somebody like you.

Don't act, as if we don't have anything to continue

Am I too naive, to always hold the promise that might not keep?

You know, the more I write, the more questions that comes up.

But maybe, one last question.

Do I deserve, to live with you now or in the future?


From, me
For, us