kembali Senja diam pada tempatnya

Banyak orang mengira dia hanya sosok pendiam penyuka sepi.

Ya, dia memang menyukai sepi sebagaimana adanya.

Tapi kalau kalian tahu. Dia tidak hanya diam.

Diam sambil berpikir. Seperti 'patung berpikir' karya Auguste Rodin.

Tidak lupa ditemani minuman hitam pekat yang sering kita sebut kopi.

Dan tentunya teman yang bisa di ajak bicara.

Maka, diamnya Senja akan berubah menjadi pemikiran menuju pembangunan.

Kelihatannya berlebihan?

Tidak. itu Senja apa adanya.

Senja yang Ayu

dari, saya

untuk, sosok yang saya beri bold-italic namanya

Do I deserve?

Much time has passed without us get through it together.
Honestly, sometimes I feel envious of my friends.

Every step she choose, there is always someone to accompany.

So many incidents when I think I need you here.

Just to accompany. No need to be stepping along.

Just accompany.

I'm getting tired with what the God give to me now.

It seems, I'm so not thankful right?

But, what I'm selfish if I just asked you to know that I need somebody like you.

Don't act, as if we don't have anything to continue

Am I too naive, to always hold the promise that might not keep?

You know, the more I write, the more questions that comes up.

But maybe, one last question.

Do I deserve, to live with you now or in the future?


From, me
For, us